so...my feelings about the week....totally true...:P
made a fair amount in tips at work on friday ^_^ theeen...hung out with trace and them again....got hit on by a creepy guy...o_o....got home around...5am.... slept until 4 :D ....theeen...
i went to my brother's play with my sister, it was really funny...then i hung out with trace and them again...until...like...5am...
but it was fun ^_^
so now, here i am...after...3ish hours of sleep....i had an energy drink this morning....which has since kicked in, but i'm not sure how long it'll last. o_o
looks like this coming week is gonna be busy too.
classes....coffee with nate tomorrow ^_^ work on tuesday....halloween party wednesday in GR....gonna help my brother-in-law's little sister with a horse on thursday....aaand hopefully going to hear/meet this guy at the CopyCup on friday....then work again on saturday! phew....
should be a good week though ^_^
i kind of feel like doing something creative....hmmmmmmm....
anyhoo...that's it for now...
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
so far so good
ok...apart from a slight rough start monday morning, this week had been really good! and it's only...wednesday...
monday morning i overslept...but i was only 5min late to class...which isn't bad.
talked to Ian inbetween classes.....we talked pretty much all class period...he gave me his e-mail/IM. so we shall see...
monday night...no work!...watched Heros ^_^ hung out with lauren. it was fun.
lets see.....tuesday morning...had a midterm, which i'm pretty sure i aced. then i finally finished my english paper....which i also feel pretty good about. Jordan had to go home sick :( but i had a few hours to spend by myself which was kind of nice...
then...i went to work....and had a fairly good night, lots of tables :D. Keith was in a good mood, which was nice....
THEN! haha...then the fun begins....
i got out of work and Trace had called me, he and Janna were in kalamazoo bowling :D. with a Trace's brother Brock and some of their other friends. I didn't bowl with them, they just finished their game...Trace drove my truck to meijer to pick up some stuff to snack on, O_O that was sometimes scary....but we survived....
sooo...then..we went to Fiona's house and played Imaginiff...until like...2am...then we went to steak'n'shake :D that was pretty fun. got back around...3am...i decided to just spend the night at Fiona's with trace and janna. woot! sleepover! lol.
i didn't actually sleep that well...but it was fun.
in the morning Trace figured out that i squeak when he tickles me...especially if i dont expect it....~_~....he thought that was a grand game...
theeeen...we got Fiona and Ray up and i made pancakes...and we all sat at the table and ate breakfast, which was fun! janna left around noon... :( then me...Fiona, Trace and Ray went and played Frisbie golf, which i'm not really very good at...yet...but i discovered on the last hole that i left-handed not right....^_^....
i twisted my ankle...it still hurts a little bit...but nothing serious... :)
whatelse....pretty much just hung out with Trace and Ray and Fiona for the afternoon......had dinner at Carabas...which was very good! i'd never eaten there before...Brock works there...
i moseyed around the mall a little looking for jobs....i don't really know where to apply...nothing really appeals to me... :(
ergh...i am so spoiled...
The rest of the week i hope bodes well.....no work tomorrow! work friday, but trace may be in town again....going to a play with my sister on saturday....life is looking good...i hope! ^_^
per usual i'm anxious to see what tomorrow holds...
monday morning i overslept...but i was only 5min late to class...which isn't bad.
talked to Ian inbetween classes.....we talked pretty much all class period...he gave me his e-mail/IM. so we shall see...
monday night...no work!...watched Heros ^_^ hung out with lauren. it was fun.
lets see.....tuesday morning...had a midterm, which i'm pretty sure i aced. then i finally finished my english paper....which i also feel pretty good about. Jordan had to go home sick :( but i had a few hours to spend by myself which was kind of nice...
then...i went to work....and had a fairly good night, lots of tables :D. Keith was in a good mood, which was nice....
THEN! haha...then the fun begins....
i got out of work and Trace had called me, he and Janna were in kalamazoo bowling :D. with a Trace's brother Brock and some of their other friends. I didn't bowl with them, they just finished their game...Trace drove my truck to meijer to pick up some stuff to snack on, O_O that was sometimes scary....but we survived....
sooo...then..we went to Fiona's house and played Imaginiff...until like...2am...then we went to steak'n'shake :D that was pretty fun. got back around...3am...i decided to just spend the night at Fiona's with trace and janna. woot! sleepover! lol.
i didn't actually sleep that well...but it was fun.
in the morning Trace figured out that i squeak when he tickles me...especially if i dont expect it....~_~....he thought that was a grand game...
theeeen...we got Fiona and Ray up and i made pancakes...and we all sat at the table and ate breakfast, which was fun! janna left around noon... :( then me...Fiona, Trace and Ray went and played Frisbie golf, which i'm not really very good at...yet...but i discovered on the last hole that i left-handed not right....^_^....
i twisted my ankle...it still hurts a little bit...but nothing serious... :)
whatelse....pretty much just hung out with Trace and Ray and Fiona for the afternoon......had dinner at Carabas...which was very good! i'd never eaten there before...Brock works there...
i moseyed around the mall a little looking for jobs....i don't really know where to apply...nothing really appeals to me... :(
ergh...i am so spoiled...
The rest of the week i hope bodes well.....no work tomorrow! work friday, but trace may be in town again....going to a play with my sister on saturday....life is looking good...i hope! ^_^
per usual i'm anxious to see what tomorrow holds...
Sunday, October 21, 2007
*mindless humming*
i've got a good feeling about this week....so hopefully it'll follow through.
I got 6 old books from Goodwill today...like...neat old books, pretty ones.
i got:
"No Relations"
"Ivanhoe"
"Vanity Fair"
"Pilgrims Progress"
"The Blue Flower"
and
"Scenes of a Clerical Life"
i'm really excited...they were only $2 a piece...and a lady there told me they sold old books at salvation army for like...50cents a piece...woot!
i really love beautiful old books....even if what's inside is boring...
I'm going to use the last book as a multimedia art project. unless it turns out to be a really good book...in which case i'll have to find ANOTHER boring but beautiful book.
i did start reading "No Relations" and it sucked me in...i don't know why....but i got really caught up in the story after reading the first chapter.....
anyways...besides my books....
Trace should be in town sometime this week....that's exciting....
Quirky Kirk should be accompanying us to lunch tomorrow....we shall see...
hmm.....
I'm going to my brothers' play with my sister on saturday....that should be fun.
i dunno...i just have a good vibe for this week....at least for tomorrow. :D
I got 6 old books from Goodwill today...like...neat old books, pretty ones.
i got:
"No Relations"
"Ivanhoe"
"Vanity Fair"
"Pilgrims Progress"
"The Blue Flower"
and
"Scenes of a Clerical Life"
i'm really excited...they were only $2 a piece...and a lady there told me they sold old books at salvation army for like...50cents a piece...woot!
i really love beautiful old books....even if what's inside is boring...
I'm going to use the last book as a multimedia art project. unless it turns out to be a really good book...in which case i'll have to find ANOTHER boring but beautiful book.
i did start reading "No Relations" and it sucked me in...i don't know why....but i got really caught up in the story after reading the first chapter.....
anyways...besides my books....
Trace should be in town sometime this week....that's exciting....
Quirky Kirk should be accompanying us to lunch tomorrow....we shall see...
hmm.....
I'm going to my brothers' play with my sister on saturday....that should be fun.
i dunno...i just have a good vibe for this week....at least for tomorrow. :D
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
letting go
i feel like i'm waiting...i don't really know what for...
it's just that nagging feeling of anticipation of something.
i don't know if it's a good something, or a bad something....or maybe it's just a something.
i just wish i knew what it was.
i wish my life was more interesting...
i'm pretty sure now that i've said that, i'll regret it a week from now....we shall see then...
hmm...i think this sums it up pretty well:
"Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you
Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do
Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool"
*Jack Johnson
Sitting, Waiting Wishing.
it's just that nagging feeling of anticipation of something.
i don't know if it's a good something, or a bad something....or maybe it's just a something.
i just wish i knew what it was.
i wish my life was more interesting...
i'm pretty sure now that i've said that, i'll regret it a week from now....we shall see then...
hmm...i think this sums it up pretty well:
"Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you
Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do
Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool"
*Jack Johnson
Sitting, Waiting Wishing.
Monday, October 8, 2007
oh weekends....
i just can't seem to catch up with anything...
the rough draft for an english paper is due tomorrow....i haven't even started it yet...and it's after 1am....i don't know what to write about...
I went to up to mackinac this last weekend...i'm still not sure if that was a good idea or not...
i miss everyone more than ever. i miss my island. i miss my friends, my boys, my room, the porch. It's just not the same being at home.
i was telling rusty that when i'm there, on the island. I feel like i belong, i feel content and happy.
i don't ever feel like that. At home, for as long as i can remember i've always been restless, and not unhappy, but there's always a little cloud that hangs out in the background.
but then...when i'm on the island with those people. it feels like home.
it was really good to see everyone. to spend time with them.
i miss nights at the Grand all gussied up, dancing the night away....
cold nights curled up in a blanket with another person or two.
falling asleep totally at peace......
_______________________________
i had kind of been hoping that something would come out of this weekend that we spent together. but as far as i can tell...it hasn't. I don't know how long i want to wait until he knows what he wants. it's not fair.
i had been hoping, that maybe...just maybe...i might actually have a real someone...i guess that's still to much to hope for.
i almost wish that nothing had ever happened....but it did. and now here i am. i hate always being "just friends"
only time will tell....someday....i will find someone to love who loves me.
i know...i'm probably just being a silly girl...but i am what i am...
i hate crying over boys...it's lame...
the rough draft for an english paper is due tomorrow....i haven't even started it yet...and it's after 1am....i don't know what to write about...
I went to up to mackinac this last weekend...i'm still not sure if that was a good idea or not...
i miss everyone more than ever. i miss my island. i miss my friends, my boys, my room, the porch. It's just not the same being at home.
i was telling rusty that when i'm there, on the island. I feel like i belong, i feel content and happy.
i don't ever feel like that. At home, for as long as i can remember i've always been restless, and not unhappy, but there's always a little cloud that hangs out in the background.
but then...when i'm on the island with those people. it feels like home.
it was really good to see everyone. to spend time with them.
i miss nights at the Grand all gussied up, dancing the night away....
cold nights curled up in a blanket with another person or two.
falling asleep totally at peace......
_______________________________
i had kind of been hoping that something would come out of this weekend that we spent together. but as far as i can tell...it hasn't. I don't know how long i want to wait until he knows what he wants. it's not fair.
i had been hoping, that maybe...just maybe...i might actually have a real someone...i guess that's still to much to hope for.
i almost wish that nothing had ever happened....but it did. and now here i am. i hate always being "just friends"
only time will tell....someday....i will find someone to love who loves me.
i know...i'm probably just being a silly girl...but i am what i am...
i hate crying over boys...it's lame...
Saturday, September 29, 2007
...a continuation of things you probably didn't want to know...
so...after i take a shower if i'm not in a rush to go anywhere i usually just wrap a towel around me and just chill.
you know...sit in my room...do whatever hw etc.
well...i was talking to people online tonight...and it just hit me...i'm talking to people in a towel...how awkward...
hm...lol...anyhoo...
some mornings on my way to school when i have an early class...i pass through a particular interesection towards downtown...
it's right by an elementary school. and there are always two crossing guards there...
now...i don't usually think twice about crossing guards....but these two in particular seem to strike a chord with me.
i don't know why. they seem ordinary enough. but everytime i see them...*twinge*...goes that little inner chord. It seems like there's something more to them than meets the eye.
my theory...they're guardian angels.....
more normal things to report....
so...if you look back a few posts, i posted a bunch of pictures of things i had Xeroxed at Kinkos late one night.
Well i threw about 4 of the rubberband ones into my portfolio to show to a few schools...Columbia, Kendall...and some other random school in Ohio....
the response: they loved them! o_o...i was just cracking up inside as they sat there and went on and on about how great and brilliant they were....i love it...love it. art is a beautiful thing.
ok...artsy people...or even..not artsy people...cool website: www.moocards.com
you can get a bunch of neat little cards printed with a full color graphic on one side and basic info/text on the other...$20 for a 100 of them....not bad eh?
---
i'm really hoping that the state government will be able to make up it's damn mind. soon. because if it affects next weekend...and my little trip to mackinac...i am going to be PISSED. seriously....how hard is it to make a decision....somebody just needs to suck it up and get make a choice. rawr.
---
oy....i am not made for drama...
---
how do you know when to draw the line? when to let go? when to pursue? i didn't want to get attached...i don't think that's working out so well...
---
apparently there's lots of money for graphic designers right now...i just have to find it...
well...i'm looking! actually...i need to get myself a real working website/online portfolio
---
long day tomorrow...work...homework...and hopefully a visit from Hess! ^_^
you know...sit in my room...do whatever hw etc.
well...i was talking to people online tonight...and it just hit me...i'm talking to people in a towel...how awkward...
hm...lol...anyhoo...
some mornings on my way to school when i have an early class...i pass through a particular interesection towards downtown...
it's right by an elementary school. and there are always two crossing guards there...
now...i don't usually think twice about crossing guards....but these two in particular seem to strike a chord with me.
i don't know why. they seem ordinary enough. but everytime i see them...*twinge*...goes that little inner chord. It seems like there's something more to them than meets the eye.
my theory...they're guardian angels.....
more normal things to report....
so...if you look back a few posts, i posted a bunch of pictures of things i had Xeroxed at Kinkos late one night.
Well i threw about 4 of the rubberband ones into my portfolio to show to a few schools...Columbia, Kendall...and some other random school in Ohio....
the response: they loved them! o_o...i was just cracking up inside as they sat there and went on and on about how great and brilliant they were....i love it...love it. art is a beautiful thing.
ok...artsy people...or even..not artsy people...cool website: www.moocards.com
you can get a bunch of neat little cards printed with a full color graphic on one side and basic info/text on the other...$20 for a 100 of them....not bad eh?
---
i'm really hoping that the state government will be able to make up it's damn mind. soon. because if it affects next weekend...and my little trip to mackinac...i am going to be PISSED. seriously....how hard is it to make a decision....somebody just needs to suck it up and get make a choice. rawr.
---
oy....i am not made for drama...
---
how do you know when to draw the line? when to let go? when to pursue? i didn't want to get attached...i don't think that's working out so well...
---
apparently there's lots of money for graphic designers right now...i just have to find it...
well...i'm looking! actually...i need to get myself a real working website/online portfolio
---
long day tomorrow...work...homework...and hopefully a visit from Hess! ^_^
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
everything you never wanted to know and more!
| Your EQ is 133 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
| You Are Not Prissy |
 You're the furthest thing from a princess - and you probably stay far away from any princess types you know. You have an easygoing approach to living. It doesn't take a lot to make you happy. And when life requires it, you're ready to get your hand a little dirty. There's no problem you're too prissy to tackle! |
| You Are Very Honest |
 You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand! |
| You Are A Woman! |
 Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! |
| You Make a Great First Impression |
 You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones. Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly. Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to. Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic. You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you. Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression. |
| You're a Confident Chica |
 You're a total superstar - and you know it Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them) You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself Your life is great - and you've thankful for every great thing you have |
| You Have a Choleric Temperament |
 You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
| You Are Sky Blue |
 Dreamy and creative, you the potential in everyone ... and everything! And while you strive to have an ideal life, you are pretty mellow about it. You know your time will come. |
| Your Personality Is |
 You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. |
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