What to Increase? What to Reduce? What to Maintain?

i suck at life.

end of story.

A Charming Bohemian

Bo⋅he⋅mi⋅an[boh-hee-mee-uhn]

–noun 1. a native or inhabitant of Bohemia.
2. (usually lowercase) a person, as an artist or writer, who lives and acts free of regard for conventional rules and practices.
3. the Czech language, esp. as spoken in Bohemia.
4. a Gypsy.

–adjective 5. of or pertaining to Bohemia, its people, or their language.
6. (usually lowercase) pertaining to or characteristic of the unconventional life of a bohemian.
7. living a wandering or vagabond life, as a Gypsy.

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so...apparently I am bohemian,

according to my parents

and my friends

as has been mentioned in offhand comments

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i do believe i am quite ok with that

if i wasn't

would i still be me?

no

i don't think i would

life would be very droll

droller than it is now

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i can't wait to hit the road again

i'm anxious to see what this year will bring

the prospect of change

is thrilling.

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me;

a charming little bohemian.

Magnify the Most Difficult Details

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you

One day you're certain of what you're doing

You've planned the next bit out

Even given some thought to next year

Then Life sneaks up on you

and trips you

things get all muddled

you're not so certain of your plans anymore

if only it were easier

it's such a sensitive situation

it is though inevitable

i always knew

i had hoped, and thought perhaps that

it would have lasted longer

a chasm has been torn asunder

it's disintegrating

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if only to demolish the old

to make way for the new

it does not come without a price

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i realize now

what it could be like

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it's simple a matter of capturing it.....